isilmegerrard wrote:I loved pre-werewolf Jacob. He was so open and kind and sweet and happy. (too many 'and's there but whatever). After the transformation, I still liked him, but he's so angry all the time. Obviously he has license to be, and he's still a sweet guy, but...
I think I just love Edward too much to indulge in Jacob.
I have to be honest, at the end of Twilight...this kid got on my nerve! I was sooooo made he went to the prom and took her, even if for an instant, from Edward's arms...I felt like I could slap him! I never hated him...but he annoyed me...
Then...BAM! New Moon. All of a sudden I loved him to death! This is when I agree with you isilmeferrard...I truely became a Jacob fan, and heck...Edward was not there! That was personal to me...I could not understand why he was gone for such a long time...so you had Jacob and all his wonderfull self...perfect!
I think the reason he turned so bitter, at least at first was because he was afraid that Bella wouldn't love him anymore, even if it was a 'friends' love, he knew she cared for him...and he was frustrated to think she would turn her back on him once she found out who he really was now. He wasn't a regular everyday human anymore...he was more up the alley of the man who hurt Bella in the first place...sort of like a monster and he thought this is the only thing Bella would see. So, he was bitter.
Then you can see how things relax between them, once Bella tells him she accepts him regardless. He kind of falls back into the sweet role. Much more protective and careful, but then again I dont' blame him for trying to keep his emotions on check...he could hurt Bella so easily now.
Right when you can see who good things are between them again...BAM, a vampire walks back into Bella's life...to take her away no less. Of course he is going to be frustrated, mad and even hurt this time. Bella left him...he was there with open arms and she walked away. Sad.
She basically walked all over his heart...and I am guessing some of his pride too.
Then...she finally comes back, and he believes that the reason she is not going up to his place to see him, to talk to him...is because the one thing he hates the most doesn't allow her to do so, Edward. Again...of course he is mad...but you could tell how things smoothed even if just for a second when Bella told him the reason she was not able to visit.
Poor poor Jacob, my heart goes out to him really. I don't think that he changed all the much, it just must be THAT much harder to keep it together now that he has all these new powers to think about. He just missed Bella...the opportunity to love Bella... *sigh*or at least that is what I think.
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